I am coming to the point of confusion. Sometime I don’t know what I am doing these days. I suppose studying is main task in my life now. One year theology course, it is not very long but I found that it is very hard to study most of the time. There are 66 books in the bible, 39 in Old Testament and 27 in New Testament. I suppose I have at least read once of each book and roughly have an idea of the purpose of writing of each book, it is a big job. Another struggle I am going through is writing. Writing is an issue for me for very long time. I always take a lot of to write email or other writing staff. I cannot convey my thought systematic and clearly, I feel like I am loser of writing. Actually, I don't have time to self pity, I have exam in 4 weeks time, I need to well prepare all the answer before the exam, otherwise I will failed, very strangle forward.
However, another important life issue is bothering me. I knew that it is not the right time to start it and even think about it. But I can’t stop my thought. Sometime this issue affects my study. Alas, I should focus on God all the time.
Learning concentration is uneasy. But if we rely on Him, He will grant us a way. Hope you treasure this valuable opportunity and put all your effort on your study and exam. Don’t let God felt disappointed.
ReplyDeleteNot all the people have chance to study theology. Most importantly, your school fee can be paid by the church. So, you should give thanks to His well preparation.