March, the third month of the year, a quarter of year past. What am I doing? as the title said, relaxing. Is that good? Probably yes. I can't imagine I have this 'gap' period in my life. No study and no job, you can call I am scumming. I thank God that he let me have this period of time, so that I could realign my purpose of life. Since the application of TR was rejected, I was really upset, I couldn't forgive myself as I ruin my plan, which is working in Melb as long as I can, earn some good money, feeding my parents, starting a stable life. It was all fail because I didn't take IELTS again, and I stupidly assumed they will accept my application. Therefore, I have to go back HK and start my career in my home city, which means a lower pay, higher living standard and faster pace. I don't mean back to HK is bad, but it just not my plan at this moment. I want to stay in Melb mostly because the committment of OCF. I like to serve in this Christian group and I think I will learn so much. After seeking advise from some senior Christians, there is one simple but important question that I should ask myself, where is the best place for me to serve GOD? I have no hesitate to answer this, definitely is Melbourne. Then, the question will be what can I do in the coming year. As I can't re-apply the resident visa, the only choice is Working Holiday Visa, but it seems didn't beneifit my spiritual life as it really just for staying purpose and no productivity, it didn't help to build my career also. Studying may be a good choice, which was recommended and I never think about it. That remind me how important to seek advise from others.
Finally, I decided to stay in Melb and study in bible college.
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